-William James
One of my biggest flaws, among many many flaws, is my ability to let myself get carried away by things that excite me. Sometimes, this is a good trait to have. I’ve actually been complimented on it by friends and peers who find difficulty in enjoying their day to day lives because they’re bored. It’s not that I don’t get bored, per se, but I have an easier time than others getting out of that funk. For a while, I wondered if I had ADHD because I have a hard time keeping my focus. One way that this has been manifesting itself recently is in the amount of things that I want to learn.
Currently, I’m reading three books on video editing, theatrical camera techniques, and writing for the screen. I’m also knee deep in tutorial DVDs for Final Cut and VisionLab. But then there’s Unity3D, which is a call back to a previous hobby of mine, 3D art and gaming. I also try to write a bit every day on a script that I’m working on, keep up with friends, cook healthy meals, keep my apartment clean, and stay up to date with the news.
I guess I’m having a hard time prioritizing. There’s this clutter in my life that isn’t always visible. I guess if I had to put things into order of importance, it would go like this:
• Health
• Writing
• Software
• Entertainment
It’s hard to stay focused by myself, so I’ve been trying to find friends and peers to collaborate with. My thinking is that if others are holding me accountable to something, I’ll have that extra bit of motivation to stay on track, instead of letting my focus wander. This coming weekend, I’m going on a short trip to visit a friend, and I hope that the change in scenery helps me clear my head. My thoughts are all jumbled, and need some straightening out.
How do you keep focus?
Also, here’s a quick video I made of my commute this morning. Just playing with a video editing app on my iPhone.
On a completely different note, I’ll be fixing the commenting section of my blog tomorrow. The system that I’m using now, JSkit, decided not not be free anymore (bad move for their current userbase), and so they’re charging for a service that they had given away for free. Needless to say, there are other (and more user friendly/efficient) systems out there. I plan on using one that will allow you to sign in by using your Twitter, Facebook, Google or other ID.
Until then, please bear with me.